yeah that shit about stephanie, fuck that. not going to work out, she is not looking for a boyfriend. just one more girl that will never work out with me. oh well does not matter too use to it by now for it to hurt.

so, this is the place that I go to write when I am mad or sad or depressed etc. so now that I have said that, let me get started. I dont know why I am so pissed, brittany and I don't hang out anymore now that her big sister is here. I am STILL looking for a job. all I want to do is work at a place that does not suck horriably. There is one girl ( Read more... )

So I ran another one off, what a shock, It just seems like god does not want me to be happy. I've been so depressed lately. I just don't know how much longer I can hold on. The zoloft does not help anymore, and the weed only helps for a bit. I just don't know what to do, I fucked up again, I'm sick of it. I hate fucking up. Maybe I should just ( Read more... )

So heres the deal, I'm still single, and hate it, but I am use to it so it's not that bad, and I'm starting to go out more, which is a good thing. I'm going to michelles costume party tonight, and there will be alot of girls there, so I am going to go and hopefully I will meet someone that I have someting in common with, and we can hit it off. but ( Read more... )

wow so here is something intresting. I am still single. I was talking with a girl named Ginay, but she was prego which is not good, but as soon as she lost the kid, she stoped talking to me. Stupid bitch. I hate thatI don't fit into anyones view as someone they would like to date. I just keep getting the feeling I"m going to be single for a long ( Read more... )

So there is this girl, I really like her and a couple days ago, we kissed, and did the whole hand holding thing. But last night, I got the feeling she wasent intrested. and then like at 4am (a hour after I droped her off at home) I left her a text, asking her if she wanted to go out sometime, and she never answered. That was 10 1/2 hours ago.

Babyface is gone to boarding school,no one got to say good bye, he dident even know he was going till 3am when they got him. and we will all miss that dick. Heres to all the times in the caddy babyface thats how I will always rember you.

My dad is a dick, he never fucking listens to me, he is right and I am wrong and thats how it is with him. He never just talks, he always has to be right, he can't just listen to what I say. wtf man.

I know I'm being emo, but I don't care this is just my place to rant and how I get shit off my chest. So here it goes.I have a feeling that I am going to be the guy that ends up with no one in the end. I think Ally was my last chance and I fucked that up. I hate this, I guess if I were a girl I wouldent want to date me either, I'm really nothing ( Read more... )

So, I need to rant, so I'm gonna do it on here since no one reads this anymore. So my momm is going insane, the DMV is full of dumbasses, I went in there months ago to pay ALL of my tickets, she said okay, told me and my mom what I owed, and we payed it, she dident charge us for all the tickets, but she dident tell us that. So now my license is ( Read more... )