How do I feel about everything? Mostly lost and frustrated. I kinda feel in the middle of a creek, bobbing with my head down. As Kirsten doesn't just metaphors in her updates, I have to. There is nothing to describe how I feel. I sit and I happen to glance at photos of Will or something that reminds me of him and I feel... something. I don't know ( Read more... )

I find my life in a blur; It's like a metamorphosis from a caterpillar into a butterfly. I draw inspiration from everything, the natural elements of life ( Read more... )

[[Jennifer will be under new management soon. It was fun I guess. Hopefully the new owner will continue with the same storyline (being with Will) and will do a better job than I have. Miss you all but I have too much going on and someone else will do a better job.]]

Happy Valentines Day! I'm spending mine with Will. He flooded me with roses when I woke up. It was the most romantic thing ever. We've been laying in bed all day since. So, I'm going to go back doing that.

So Will and I have decided that we are going to go somewhere instead of being in NY. I was real excited because I just wanted to get away and spend some time with him. He was at my apartment a lot, and we talked and did stupid stuff as always. I couldn't think about anything else but being in his arms. I will admit, we spent a majority of the ( Read more... )

Will wanted me to make a real update. I don't know what to say really. I haven't been around a lot, I know. I miss Jaime, where did she go? I need to travel somewhere right now. It's not all exciting being in NYC all the time. I think I'm going to drag Will to a warmer place. I'm not really sure. I know this isn't a real update, but you ( Read more... )

Sorry I haven't updated or anything recently. It's the simple fact that I have nothing to update on. With that said, I'm going to find something to do so I can have something to update on.

Tease me :-*

Edit:: I watched tv almost all day. It didn't help me and I tried to sleep but I couldn't. I drove over to Will's hotel. I almost ran people over because I feel like complete shit. I slammed my head on his hotel door too weak to knock. He didn't hear the thump so I rattled the door knob to see if it was open. It wasn't long till he ( Read more... )

I woke up today in Will's hotel. His arm was wrapped around me and my head felt so heavy. I got up and got dressed. I tried to wake him up but he wouldn't budge. I left his apartment and went by Jaime's hotel to just talk with her a bit. I had a small chat with her and then went home to shower ( Read more... )

Will and I decided to spent more time with each other. We didn't feel like going anywhere so we decided to just hang out at his hotel. We were talking earlier and he wanted me to come to his door naked. It's a bit nippy out so I added that I should wear a trench coat to keep warm. So I did. I wasn't naked though, I'm not crazy. I wore a dress so it ( Read more... )