so, today is now officially the worst day of my life and will remain so forever. I texted Aubrie tonight to tell her good night and a few seconds later received back - "She will have a good night, in my arms." So, my quest for love is over, I am 100% COMPLETELY heart broken and I always will be. Hopefully one day something will happen with her, ( Read more... )

So, I talked to Aubrie last night and she is going to be coming down for the 4th of July. Im SSSOOOOOO excited for everyone to meet her. We were going to stay at Jay's house, but someone decided to invite themselves into it, and I find that extremely rude and inconsiderate, but its okay, we will just stay in a hotel room. I was telling her about ( Read more... )

It's funny how things work out. From Mr. D's death came a few very good things. My brother gets to come home from Iraq for two weeks, my mom and roxie won't be broke anymore, Roxie will be able to get her new truck that she's wanted and very much deserves. Our deck will finally get finished, and I may have a way to pay for school. I am looking at ( Read more... )

Today is a very sad day. My mom's life partner, Roxie's father died last night of unknown causes. My mother and Roxie went over to his house this morning to help him with some bills and found him dead on his bedroom floor. He apparently died before he went to bed as his bed was neatly made. He was in perfect health and his death was completely ( Read more... )

Okay, so I just talked to Aubrie. I called her on my Mom's phone. Kinda odd that she answers the phone on that phone, but not mine. She said she has the flu, she sounded like ass so I beleive it. She said she felt really bad about not answering the phone and that she wasn't ignoring me. I HOPE that's true. She said that she saw Stephanie in the ( Read more... )

true love comes by once in someone's life. Unfortunately, my true love came when I was only 13 years old. When someone falls in love so early on in life (at least in my opinion) it makes it seem as though it is not real. As if there is nothing more than lust there. Maybe that is why Aubrie does not beleive that I am in love with her. She has not ( Read more... )

So, I am just a little confused at this point, not too much, but a little. I've talked to Aubrie everyday since I left NH. Problem is, and I know this sounds paranoid as shit, but every time we talk it's for about an hour, and then she'll be doing something and says she'll call me back. But she doesn't. I don't know what this means, it's probably ( Read more... )

It's been six years in the making, and the moment finally came. I spoke to Aubrie the other night and over the course of our hour long conversation she told me how she felt. In a nut shell, she said that there is something there that she can't explain and that she wants to see where things go. So, to make a long story short, I am coming back up to ( Read more... )

There are certain times in life when decisions arise that will inevitably change your life forever. Right now I am faced with one of those decisions. I have two choices in front of me. I can either move to Boston or Nashua and spend one more year out of school, find a job, work my ass off to pay off my car and credit cards and hope that something ( Read more... )

so im back from NH. I had an incredible time. For the most part. I feel absolutely horrible that I didn't spend more time with Charline. I didn't realize how little time I had up there. She's changed a lot. I'm not too sure where she's going in life obviously because I didn't get to chill with her much, but I certainly hope wherever it is it makes ( Read more... )