At what point did debt become a normal way of life? If I pay another man so that I might have something today instead of in the future then I have made myself a servant too him ( Read more... )

It's not like that at least. I like women, they suit me fine, I can look on here and see that you're not the only one who has been around. As described by somebody else you are weird. It fit's cause honestly it really only matters to be good when the people you care for can't see. Facades crumble over time to reveal the poor structure underneath.

I have a new goal. I should be superman ( Read more... )

True story.

I had a saved draft on here that is about the same as how I feel now. I must be more stable than I'd like ( Read more... )

I had really vivid dreams this morning. It was so odd not because they were dreams but because they were so well thought out. It was mostly about reactions. Normally my dreams are all only the actions I take. I couldn't think that would change how I was thinking last night except for being the happiest man in the world.

It was pretty neat.

Don't think twice. This is right. I ran good today. That is a pretty good indicator of how I am doing I think. Guess there is still a lot of hope in knowing that you'll get better.

Well this isn't so bad. We finished the floor in the garage. Gonna have to be enough to do things on my own.