There is no emoticon for what I am feeling.

Sep 15, 2007 00:04

My grandmother died yesterday. ( Read more... )

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bangbanggirl September 15 2007, 12:42:44 UTC
I would like to give you a hug.

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jmhewitt September 16 2007, 03:50:07 UTC
Thank you. I am doing my best to avoid thinking about it today. My grandma is the first person I've known to die. 26 and first experience with death, not counting my dog when I was 14 or 15. He is in my dreams still and I have to remind myself n the dream he's dead and go through that sense of loss.

Last night she was in my dream. She borrowed her friend's grandma-style car and was driving around my hometown. I was confused because I thought she was dead, so I was pondering if I misheard the news when I woke up and realized I don't live at home.

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