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Monday, WHAAAAAT?
Seriously what? I mean it could have been worse, which is my surprise WHAAAAAAAAT? Cause it really wasn't that bad...I thought it was going to be bad. I mean I did take a 3 hour nap prior to actually going to sleep, who does that you ask? Well me. I don't know what the hell was wrong with me, but I was practically sleep walking to my room, while ( Read more... ) -
Old hobbies die hard
So I'm the type of person that gets bored, restless? Either way whatever hobby I'm doing I essentially stop doing it for a while...like 2 years to be exact. It's been a good minute since I've crocheted and I am just now getting into the swing of things again. I forgot that it was a peaceful feeling to just sit there and crochet while listening to ( Read more... ) -
Out sick baby
I'm officially calling an out sick day at work! I'm adverse to doing so, because I feel an immense guilt for those that have to fill my shoes (especially since everyone hates working my class) I'm a preschool teacher for those that do not know, I work with 3 year olds in the morning and school age in the afternoon, we can also call me an alcoholic ( Read more... ) -
Late nights, not really
Keeping an online journal is difficult for me apparently. I'm a pen/pencil and paper kind of gal, due to the fact I'm a stationery hoarder. I'm also an internet junkie though, but lj mobile is annoying to navigate and I hardly go on the laptop so I'm stuck brooding which is not healthy ( Read more... ) -
Anti-Social problems
Maybe I should have just said yes to going? But I really don't want to deal with people today. Why can't I just be a normal person who actually likes people and going out? Ok, it's not that I don't like going out, but I like certain people to hang with (even then I feel awkward) Now I'm feeling guilty...like I couldn't even say yes to going to hang ( Read more... ) -
Rant from a 24 year old woman
There is no doubt that I'm growing up, but I wish I could just speed through the whole ordeal. I just want to get to that point where I'm not 24 and where I know what I'm doing with myself and life. I know sounds...for a lack of better terms, depressing?
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The Weekends
I'm excited for the weekend...even though I do not get weekends off :) But Still we have a lot of things planned. We are going to eat sushi tonight with friends, tomorrow we have a poker game to go to for work...I do not know how to play poker, but I'm sure it will be fun to watch. I just hope people are not trying to teach me, I get kind of ( Read more... ) -
For me
I accept that I am the way I am ( Read more... ) -
No, I am not dead...yet
Hello, yes I am still living, just in case anyone is wondering. Life has been....well life: crazy, chaotic, finding myself, what-the-fuck-am-I-doing moments (lots of those actually), negative thoughts, and etc. I started my new job and I went into a kind of depression mode, because I totally sucked at it. Okay, being less dramatic and more truthful ( Read more... )