For anyone who actualy checks this journal anymore i finaly got a picture of my halloween costume.  Looking like a fool is always a lot of fun.  The hair took a whole bottle of glue, but man that was the best costume ever.  And for the record fake fingernails suck hardcore.


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I hope that i dont dream tonight, because dreams are worse than nightmares could ever be. The thing thing is, dream or nightmare neither one will ever come to be so there is comfort in a night mare. Its not true it didnt and will not happen, and the same goes for a dream, that is what will crush you. Being there fealing something so great, and ( Read more... )

Havnt posted on here in forever, and it probabbly would have been longer still but my brother just started an acount and it reminded about mine. Wow, so the school year is going well so far, im actualy passing cal 1 this time (they say the trird times the charm ( Read more... )

This summer has taken a drastic turn for the better. Found some work; im going to paint my grandfathers house at $10-$12 an hour, so thats awesome. I guess that's the sinlge thing thats lifed my spirts the most. Earlier i was hanging out with holsombeck and clint chanel(not spelled right) at the new coffie shop that opened in old town helena and ( Read more... )

So summer has started, and yah its looking questionable. Havnt found a job yet but i realy need one to fill my time. Just living at home is realy getting to me to, it funny how you live with it your whole life, and then when your away for nine months it all seems wrong when you come back. Especialy this retard of a dog that my brother bought it ( Read more... )

I was whatching a movie earlier and there was a quote in it that summed up allot of thoughts ive had for a very long time. Ive done a fair amout of thinking about predestination, fate, destiny and all that and this realy sums up evrthing that ive chosen to belive ( Read more... )

Well, only one exam left and im done with my first year of college, it doesnt realy feel like it should be over yet, but nothing ever does. Im realy worried about this summer, im beginng to doubt if ill make it into summer option. What direction will my life take if i dont? I'm not sure i can afford to wait until next summer, especialy with no ( Read more... )

I just got the ever living crap kicked out of me by Michael Zaballa, but it was one of the best fealings of my life. You know your true freinds are the one who can watch you box with everthing you have and lose horibly, but still make it sound like it turned out well for yah. Making a little tenacity and stunning loss sound like victory. This is ( Read more... )

....So, maybe that play tomorow wont suck after all..... .........my right half sure did look early 90's grunge earlier.......... ......why the hell cant i get a girl friend.......... ........hahaha, wait im listening to some grunge now ( Read more... )

So i guess im on live journal now. Not to sure what comes next but yah here i am.