So just when I felt I had direction to my life. Now, I do not. I finally realized what I want to do with myself and instead of feeling good. It just feels kind of shitty. When I spoke to one of my professors about doing school psychology and then transitioning into an education policy doctorate program and he made it sound feasible. I felt alive, ( Read more... )

You know what I think is strange ( Read more... )

President Bush wants to spend $400million dollars to investigate Iran's nuclear power plants to ensure they are only being used for electricity ( Read more... )

I feel so fucked up about the stupidest things right now. I don't even know why I don't even have a reason to be.
I would expound, but they're not even worth mentioning.

Ok strange occurences that have occurred/will occur ( Read more... )

umm...so my parents drove all the way to corning to sit in a hotel lobby to watch the bills game because the channel was blacked out in rochester and made me and my sister stay at home and do the grocery shopping ( Read more... )

dear world, i got into cornell. I will be there next year....love Jes

Dear Self,
Why are you so lame sometimes? Stop that!
-Jessica M. Zulawski

I've realized that I only really tell people about 70% of what I'm thinking. The other 30% that I think about, is me constantly analyzing whoever I'm around. I usually feel like I can't dispense this 30% I'm generally pretty slow with complex thought b/c I'm only using about 70% of my thought capacity. That's probably why I suck so much at timed

ok so we left off when I ate dinner with Jane. Dinner was pleasant. Then I went to a NYPIRG meeting. I made valentines to send to a senator. Yea, it's kind of weird. Then I went to Sara's room and hung out for a bit until chris beckoned us to watch Veronica Mars. My faith in that show has been restored. I thought that it was losing its touch a bit ( Read more... )