haven't updated in 4 years ( Read more... )

within 2 days i've heard so many "i wish things could go back to the way they were" from numerous people. it's crazy how everything changes. and of course it's not just a little thing, it's always gotta be a huge thing. i'm such a screw up it's not even funny. i've changed soo much, too much, over this past year and i hate it ( Read more... )

so being grounded SUCKS. haha yess you could say i FINALLY got caught. it sucks too but it happens to the best of us. i don't know how long i'm grounded for and i think i just might kill myself. marianne and davId are blowing this way out of proportion. i can't go out and THEY TOOK AWAY MY PHONE! seriously..who does that? and i will most likely be ( Read more... )

whoa havent updated in awhile. its already one week into summer. its okay i guess. theres been relay and alot of basketball. its really not bad and im beginning to like it again. just about every night ive been with jensen and EMILY BROWN. i luv emily brown =) haha well of course now its ROTARY FEST! didnt go on wednesday cuz we had 2 games but i ( Read more... )

ahh im seriously going insane right now! everything is retarded and everyone needs to die before i kill them. so i was very excited for summer like 2 days ago and now im still excited but alkjfisadhfiusfadhidaf not if its gonna be like this. everyone should know when someone is drunk you shouldnt use things against them. so i should have told you ( Read more... )

havent updated in a million years and im only doing it now cuz i have nothing else to do cuz im grounded. i should be getting wasted right now but its cool cuz 2morrow i am no longer grounded. marianne (my ex-mother) is so stupid. hahaha seriously i dont think anyone could get any more stupid. well alot has happened since i last updated. everything ( Read more... )

i didnt go to school today because i feel like crap. i hate being sick. plus all the other shit thats scaring me to death. i think i just need some time alone to think. this week has sucked so bad ( Read more... )

this is going to be the worst week of my life. i cant wait. the one time i want you to come.

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so i went to the soccer game today and realized something..katelin r. klimczak is by far the best soccer player of all time. (i knew this before, of course, i have just chosen right now to let everyone else know.) she is my hero and everyone should play soccer like her. not only is she amazing at soccer but basketball too. (she will play next year ( Read more... )

this weekend was alright. no track. its alright sometimes i guess. i actually got to sleep in on a saturday. friday i did want to throw though. after school i came home n then later jensen cloud jaz amy and larson came over. we chilled here for a bit then went to see amityville horror. im not gonna lie..it was the scariest movie ive ever seen and i ( Read more... )