In New York, struggling to make it out of these last few weeks. As the saying goes, if you can make it here you can make it anywhere... hopefully...

The period in which before you go to sleep when you're drowsy and in a semislumber state. AT that time you are most free in thoughts and ability to comprehend and think. But think about this, the room is dark, and your eyes are shut but you still see little things. What is that? I think that if you talk to it and try to comprehend it, you'll ( Read more... )

I'll never have a better friend than my father.

FYI the final season of six feet under is vurry sad.

I wish I didn’t have to play games, like if people were just ready to be real, it’d be all good. I’m telling you, I’m a very honest guy and I feel better when I am honest, but you dames keep playing these games. But I dunno, with past situations I feel instant remedy is required. I’m just going to lay it out there and be like ( Read more... )

Most think that change comes with desire but the truth is that change comes with dedication ( Read more... )

I was always told that women mature much faster than men, but this cannot be so, or I have found the late bloomers. I hate how even in this day of space age communication people play games and are entirely selfish in their actions. I feel that I am becoming this more and more every day as a defense for what I feel is thrown against me. I stay at ( Read more... )

I sat for a minute and after some inspiration from the free flowing rhythms of Cannonball Adderley's band I realized that all I really want baby girl is just a lil bit. Someone to keep warm in the lonely Manhattan winters and someone to blossom with in the beautiful New York spring. I find myself labeling my actions and thoughts with one genre - ( Read more... )

Melancholy… the infinite sadness of being shunned and kept from one’s desires. One falls into an apathy or a silent stupor that takes over their mind and their spirit. Why fight the inevitable, why try to stop the churning ocean from breaking over and over. These impossible fights that all of us make in many different ways every day. Is there ( Read more... )

I really hate how the most basic and natural human relation must be a competition and so animalistic. One cannot succeed unless they take the viewpoint of a hunter and his or her prey. It is not a gentle or very caring process but rather one of deception and placing of cues to let his or her prey know that they are being chased. And it has to be ( Read more... )