today is five years. . . its so weird to look back and realize that you have lived without this person for so long. i want to be as brave as he was at 15.

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i really dont understand people. . . i tell a friend i think its a bad idea that she wants to take drugs[speed] and then she gets mad at me for caring. then everyone is against me . . . im sorry if i had to many people in my life that were close to me and cared SO much about died [from different reasons] . . . next time . . . well there wont be a ( Read more... )

So, I don’t know exactly why I stopped writing in this journal, but I did. It could be because I didn’t have a way to write in it but that was only for a month, but what has stopped me now?! Who knows.

Well here is a little update on me.

+ i’m moving to huntington beach on the 15th of jan. [everyone should come and visit me]

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how do we become so b r o k e n?

the people that we love, dont love us back.

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A mother was working in the kitchen listening to her 5 -year-old son playing with his new electric train in the living room ( Read more... )

So, yeah work has taken over my life.

. . . . . and today I got locked in a freezer.

everyone wants to be known for something.

is this true?!

[because if your not known for something, who are you? ]

. . . . to me?! your the world.

<3.

p.s. i don't know if you care or even cared in the first place,

buuuuuut

i found my keys.

<3.