sometimes i get the feeling that my life will end up being a great disappointment ( Read more... )

i have a lot on my mind today ( Read more... )

i couldn't wish up a weekend like the one i just experienced
damn
what the fuck was that all about?
halloween is the worst holiday in the world
and i have the proof
byron and i roll to lakeshore for some ihop
we eat
we leave
we sit in the car for a minute talking
he begins writing something in our "relationship" notebook
he doesn't want me to read it until i ( Read more... )

i feel better now
i think that everything has been resolved
i'm quite emotional
perhaps that can ruin a good thing fast
he's so gentle
and meek
and soft
and controlled
and that is the opposite of me
well, sometimes
i guess everything works out the way it's supposed to
damn
i sure did fly off the handle
i wonder what that was about
i wrote a poem about it
and for ( Read more... )

i'm suddenly thinking about certain things
i'm confused right now
i really want everything to work out
i keep telling myself not to doubt
but it seems that i keep running into problems left and right
i still haven't emailed sonia sanchez yet
i plan on doing that tomorrow hopefully
my mother put something important on my mind
about my relationship with ( Read more... )

i went back to greystone elementary today
it was great
i'm having fun doing this teaching thing
i may have actually found my niche for real
tq is in town
till sunday
goodie :-)
i have really been working on releasing my anger and turning it in positivity
i can't afford to be angry all the time
it was affecting my health
my days
my relationships
my friendships
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i sometimes feel that the internet should be done away with
so much confusion goes along with it
and i am a pretty trusting person
not gullible but not cynical either
why do i find so many problems with facebook?

i have to actually stop myself and say, "Jonecia, it is only facebook. Stop being such a skeptic."

maybe i'm good a skeptical realist
if there ( Read more... )

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for some reason, i'm feeling this weird sense of inadequacy ( Read more... )