these past couple weeks have been an emotional rollercoaster. this isn't healthy. hahah. i don't know what to say about it all. it's moving fast and slow at the same time. there's something that i shouldn't think about much, but it's literally taking me over. like i'll make myself sick over it and then i'll forget about it. i've just like sat in my ( Read more... )

i hate that i've completely made myself sick because i'm so nervous. why do i always do this? i don't even know. i had the worst nightmares ever and i don't know. it's so complicated.i feel like it's the way i wish situations really turned out. so i'd have the chance to speak my mind. but hearing people say those things adn to actually feel that ( Read more... )

To be completely honest, I never really feel happy in the moment. But in this moment, in this day, at 11:04PM on this glorious February night, I feel elated. I can't even tell you why. I've had such a fabulous weekend. Okay, well Hi tiff i know you're gonna read this. Eventually. Obviously, if you know me at all, you'll know that I haven't talked ( Read more... )

1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel ( Read more... )

i just want to be happy

i hate explaining how i feel but it's so nessecary sometimes, but i don't even care. i'd like to keep you wondering rather than you knowing too much. sometimes it hurts. sometimes it hurts really bad. people only see really do hide the way they feel with other things. but i don't know anymore ( Read more... )

ohlife ( Read more... )

bonjour! i've always known i'm not a very patience person but honestly my patience is wearing thin and i'm being worn down every single fucking day and it's just very tiring i'm not even gonna lie to you. some people just need to stop. really ( Read more... )

1. Post a list of 10 books/movies/TV shows that you've had a fannish love of at some time in your life.
2. Have your friends guess your favorite character from each one.
3. You can cross out the show/movie/book and put the character when someone guesses.1. harry potter ( Read more... )

two entries in one day ( Read more... )