my perfect guy is 10 years older than me. hahahah i think that it just gets worse and worse. i'm so tired. but my hair looks fabulous. i need to figure out what to wear tomorrow, but i'm completely lost right now. i need to go shoe shopping for real. and i want to get a manicure and pedicure but i don't think that's happenin. i'm too superficial ( Read more... )

i don't remember who i am anymore. i can't remember whether my beliefs are because of how i really feel or i'm just trying to impress everyone. i don't understand ( Read more... )

I've always thought bad things happened to bad people. I'm no math wizard, but apparently that would bring me to the conclusion that I am a bad person. Me. Trash talking, bad mouthed, short attention spanned, two-faced, bitch. Me. The passionate, over-eccentric, crazy, annoying, bored, selfish me. I think we spend too much time thinking of black ( Read more... )

ive had such.. bad times? and bad moments and i hate that there are such things as livejournals cause then im just reminded and i relive it and one day ill be so happy that ill be able to but at this moment its just weird and lame ( Read more... )

i'm not as happy as i thought ( Read more... )

i have a crush on a 40 year old ( Read more... )

Urgh I hate cleaning because then I get distracted then I start something new. And then I forget about everything else and eventually I give up halfway through everything and go to bed.

hahaha.

this is a hell of a lot harder than i thought it would be ( Read more... )

i've been sitting here for about an hour trying to figure out what to say ( Read more... )

i'm relaly sad right now ( Read more... )