Ok so I was sure I wanted independent living and an apartment and everything. I even went to look at an apt. in Westboro literally a two minute walk from work (it was TINY but cute). After making my budget though, it's terrifying and the more I think about it, the more I'm like, "why don't I just stop being whiny and live at home for cheap since ( Read more... )

So I just got really mad at my sister over nothing...like, why am I such a lazy bitch? All she asked was if I could drive my mom to Temple to go on her class retreat and I like freaked out. Then I was too proud to apologize, and she ended up being the one to apologize...cool. In the car ride "Glycerin" by Bush came on and I just started crying, ( Read more... )

and let's see, where to begin. I was engaged at one point and now I'm not (my choice), this past summer was probably my last summer at camp (unless I go back some summer in the future), I started a job a year ago that is mostly amazing and really changed my life and I'm back in school (the "fine kettle of fish" I referred to two entries back was ( Read more... )

yea, there are three major, life-changing events that have either just taken place or will in the near future...I'm pretty psyched, and for me, it's pretty convincing that there's a plan for all of us. At least that's my take. So yea, I guess that's all I really had to say!

So last night, I actually started packing up my room to move out of my beloved, boy-filled apartment. Ha, what's sad is the only reason I really started packing was because Michaela needed a place to sleep on my floor...while packing, Jarret molested me some, which wasn't bad, but once he finally tired of me, I was able to accomplish shoving a ( Read more... )

Oh man, I'm gonna be sooo busy soon! Not only am I doing my regular classes and homework, but I just received my placement for my education class and I'm working with 2nd-4th graders, teaching them to read and doing different activities with them in an afterschool program. I am going two times a week for 2 hours, and then every wed. we have a 2 ( Read more... )

So things are still going well. A few disappointments here and there, but who doesn't have disappointments? Anyway, I am a strong believer in fate, and so maybe certain things just weren't meant to be. In other news, I'm still trying to find a job and just trying to prioritize, really. I think I like where I am right now...nice and mellow.

Was the last time I updated REALLY Thursday? I need to keep up with my journaling! My weekend started off bad, but became awesome. The more I think of it, the happier I am that I chose not to work there! I would have been miserable. I applied for a different job, and plan to apply for another on thurs. Saturday evening, Becca came and slept ( Read more... )

IS AWESOME. I love my classes. I love my schedule. I love my roommates. I love my apartment. I love the 24-hr. gym. I love school. For now. My education in the community class is FAAAAANTASTIC and our corresponding lab is 30 hours of field work in after school programs tutoring, mentoring, etc; for grades k-12. Exciting? You bet. The ( Read more... )

Yesterday was pretty relaxed, I went over to Marino to sign up for classes, but that's not til thursday, so that trip was pretty useless, except that I found out Marino will now be open 24/7. That's crazy! I'm quite excited about that. Later on, I went over to Kennedy and hung out w/ Brendan and his suitemates. They seemed pretty cool and I'm ( Read more... )