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Reminder to self
I'm like a house plant, or a cat. Love the sun haha, it gives me so much energy, even just sitting out in the corridor and soaking up the sun.
The heat though! I think that is gonna bite me in the badonk after.
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And when I feel I have drifted
of my own accord, of my own fault, and I’m not sure He is there anymore, He reminds me gently “I’m here”, when I’m in my mundane (when I am blowing my hair!!).
And in His quietness, I recall His (glorious) Majesty.
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Sometimes you
just feel so unsettled in your own skin, like you’re here but not really, and small things threaten to bring your consciousness to another place and time.
But you don’t even LIKE that place and time. You wanna be here.
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Everytime
I cry and then try to keep it all in, I could feel that tight weight on my chest.
Until it builds and builds and then I can’t breathe.
(Or if I’m lucky, I burst before that happens and it all comes out.
If I’m lucky.)
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Despair is like a hook
Once you have be caught once, somehow it seems easier to be caught again.
I know the analogy doesn’t make sense but.
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My dear Lord,
I am helpless in the face of Your Love.
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I realized that I never put things in a way deliberately to portray myself as the victim here.
I don’t know if I ever did it subconsciously (that would be a terrifying thing in itself), but never did I deliberately say or do things that would make me look like I’m the poor pitiable victim, and oh help me.
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I don’t think about the future, because it looks so bleak, and makes me sad.
I don’t think this is what life is supposed to be.
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Should I be worried that...
...the more I think about it, the more I am like Kylo Ren - "let the past die", though I am not sure about the "kill it if you have to" part ( Read more... ) -
The world of Guy Gavriel Kay
Hulla ( Read more... )