its such a tangled web we weave when its the things we feel that we beguin to listen to. COmplex and controling, yet simple and free, what would this web do to me? a tangled mess of questions and answer, with a feww comments thrown in, makes it hard to decifer unless you just jump right in. A hard thing it is to do, trusting yourself again, but a ( Read more... )

ok, so.. i never thought that this could actually 100% happen... but i am completely home sick. I miss my mother insainely and a couple of friends that bad too.  last night it actually caused me to breakdown so now i have a massive migrain and, of course, i'm rethinking everything. idky i always rethink everything when i breakdown, its really ( Read more... )

Ok, so i've been on a roller coaster.. but i think the ride's over heh. I've been freaking out a lil, but tomoro I'm off to Alabama at 6am and i'm looking forward to the break from my lil town. I'll be gone until the next contra friday, thn i'll b at contra. I'm gonna miss people, but it wont b much differnt, i dont hang out with anyone durring the ( Read more... )

This song never felt so alive before.

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It's been a long time, and it's been hard. But I think I've finally truely began to move on. Theres very few things that I can do, I am not the greatest and I kno it. I also know I am not the worse one out there, there are people who should be, and those who shouldn't, I get that. There's nothing that really ( Read more... )

The kittens r So Big! lol, i love em so much and really don't want them to go ^^. i'm trying to con my way into keeping them =D. Also Seamus might be coing to visit me for my bday! lol. I can't wait to get back into the whole 'hanging out with people' thing... making plans for the up-comings weeks ^^. And congrats guys ^^!

Best. Contra. Ever!  heh, my feet are killing me, my back hurts but i am in ssuucchh a great mood!!!!! I love contra soooooo much!!! I danced so much this time, and got complemented on the way I danced by a few good dancers. There was a creeper but thats ok, and I actually asked someone to dance, they turned me down to dance with their girlfriend, ( Read more... )

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Part of me thinks you wont read this, part of me hopes that, but still part of me just wants someone to talk to about this.... to know what I mean, and how I feel.

I truely hope that you are happy now, happier than ever before. I hope you are how I always wished you were. I dont think I was ever wrong with my assumtions......... and that kills me a ( Read more... )

i've realized that typing my feelings up does nothing for me so i'm actually writing things down durring school now and sharing it with only one person. <3

it felt so real, but i knew it was a dream. us talking laughing, and seeing your smile again. Feeling the same as back then, the hope, the want and the reasoning be hind these feelings. But I know it was nothing but a dream, at least after our last real incounter. The akwardness, the burning want to say somthing, but refusing to because of the ( Read more... )

I kno I havent written in a while but that is because I've had nothing to say. Right now I am outside in the camper, listening to the wind blow and typing with candles to help with the dim light f this laptop. I've missed all three of you, but I do not think I will be on skype again for a little while, and I apologies for that. More than likely ( Read more... )