i'm not writing in this journal anymore. it doesn't help me, it's too much effort, i'm sick of the drama it creates.

i realllyyyy want some coffee right now ( Read more... )

so homecoming week is going OK, i guess ( Read more... )

soo i went to bed at 9:30 lat night, thank God ( Read more... )

today has been the longest and most tiring day ever.

i didn't get too much sleep lat night.

was exhausted all day.

had to run 32874982375 errands.

play practice.

now i'm home, thank God.

and going to bed early.

:)

Try and find your better half now
Open your eyes, and find yourself

Hey girl, screamin for attention
Once you get it, you throw it away
I'm broken, I'm pickin up the pieces
I won't live in all your mistakes

I'm just givin it all, givin it all away
I'm just givin it all, giving it all away,
I'm just givin it all, giving it all away,
I'm just givin it all, ( Read more... )

i just cried while writing my college essay.

this is part of my closing paragraph: "When I was in grade school, I looked forward to junior high. When I was in junior high, I looked forward to high school. In my four years of high school, all I’ve looked forward to is college. And now…I am almost there. It is mind blowing to me how long the years ( Read more... )

...but i'm not ( Read more... )

"you know we may not be as happy as you always thought we would be, but for once let's just allow us to be who we ARE, and that'll be better, OK?"

glorious...glorious i tell you!!!

becky has officially finished my layout.

and boy, do i love it.

becky is a cool kid.

she likes Something Corporate.

so do i.

she runs a really cool website for soco called "reruns on the screen" (get it marti? from good news tehe)

and i love her.

and i love you.