well, at another LAN party at EA, and its now around 8:45, im finding myself not very happy right now...I dont know why, I got to take my car here tonight, got to hang out with my friends, play games I enjoy.....I did feel really good earlier...could be that im just tired, but I am beginning to feel like nothing in life gives me any sustained ( Read more... )

well, just another useless pointless update in this stupid journal.....well actually this journal helps me vent when there is no one else to vent to. Brittany is just killing me anymore.....I dont know why I let myself be depressed by her...why I let my emotions be ruled by her immaturites and sometimes stupidity. I am going to try to have as ( Read more... )

hokai, well alot has been going on lately, school, new friends at EA, wrecking my celica, getting the celica repaired. Valentines day has now come and gone, and surprisingly it wasnt as sad as I thought it was giong to be. I still love brittany, but i am starting to come to the conclusion that even though she says she still loves me, and I ( Read more... )

did I ever mention that it seems to me like she only calls me when she needs or wants something, take roughyl 5 mintues ago for instance, "joshua, can you do me a huge favor? I have absolutely no ride home from school, do you think yuo can give me one?" apparently I was mumbling a bit in my answers or whatever, so what does she do...in an ( Read more... )

well, im sitting her in my COMPtia A+ prep course waiting for my teacher to do....something, looks like she is trying to hook up a projector jsut like the ones that we had over in foothill. God I miss those projectors, well that is to say that I miss fucking with with Ms. Zimmers projector anyway. James had copied the macro code into his PDA, and ( Read more... )

well, today I start college, I guess its been quite a while since I updated. Well, lets see, There isnt really much to update on, except for my starting school this evening ^ _ ^ Im taking COMPtia networking+ prep, COMPtia A+ prep, intro to philosophy, and conversational japanese. I wanted to take regular japanese, but tehy only offer it ( Read more... )

well,l its 4:30 in the morning on january 1st 2004, I just got home from a party with some friends...well, I left the part around 2 or so, but decided to take a little drive out towards, santa paula, and then turned around and went all the way out to santa barbara which is the totally opposite direction, and like well, pretty damn far from santa ( Read more... )

well, its around 6 in the mornign at sunday, im at EA at the LAN party, its been pretty kick ass so far, started playing star wars: jedi academy. Game is awesome. Lets see, other than that nothing new, finally got the new suspension in my celica, if I hadnt already mentioned that, it was my christmas present from my dad, well he paid like 200 of ( Read more... )

I so WIN


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I GET MY CELICA, oh yeah baby, 1987 toyota celica GT-S liftback here I come. Get to go pick it up tomorrow, *sigh* supra I love you, and you did many a good thing for my will to go on in life, when I had trouble with brittany....but alas ive fallen for your little sister, shes got everything I wanted from you but could never have, a smaller ass, ( Read more... )