this whole thing is fucked...

out of all the classes im taking this semester the only one that is posing any kind of threat to me is political science. Its an 8 week course and most of the classes are like 18 weeks or something like that. Because of this, it goes about 2-3 times faster than it normally would. The teacher talks a million miles an hour and its fucking hard to ( Read more... )

hahahahaha, and the dude was like, fuck, im driving a seabring....HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

so yeah, lately life has been pretty good for a change! im glad that it is finally going mostly alright. Ive become such a friggin candy kid lately, its bad ass! Going to raves is quite possibly the most fun ive ever had in my entire life! The first one that I went to I ended up meeting this dude there who had the same last name as me, and we ( Read more... )

MizuhoSlave: ....Im so not nearly stoned enough right now ( Read more... )

im starting to feel as though my life has no direction or heading, like I am going absolutely nowhere, I need to find something that will direct me. Maybe the army or something, maybe I just need to stop doing drugs.....yeah thats it...anyway, thank god for all my great friends, my last post was written under mad stress and turmoil. oh well, im a ( Read more... )

I felt the urge to write suddenyl after a bit of an uproar of a conversation with my dad over the phone. He started telling me that im totally out of balance in life, staying up too late on school nights, too much partying, smoking too much herb, and he got really mad and started telling me, its gonna start being my way or the high way. I didnt ( Read more... )

IM SO READY TO GET OFF THIS SHITTY RIDE

-Josh

ok, so im talking to a friend today, and she tells me that my ex, had wanted her to tell me that, everytime I missed her, and everytime I hurt or got sad thinking about her....that I deserved to feel that way, because of what I put her through. Now, im not really saddened or hurt by this, so much as I am in ju st a total shock that brittany would ( Read more... )

well, today got up and went to work with dad, worked all day, take cabinet doors off of hinges....there was alot of fuckin cabinets, let me tell you! Anyway, I know whoever reads this is probably tired of hearing about me bitch about my feelings, well that sucks for you, dont fuckin read my journal if you dont like it. *takes deep breath* so yeah ( Read more... )