i seriously hate her. like having dreams of her death and waking up elated. it's fucked.
god i miss you. WHAT THE HELL?!?
o man november is music month.

fanny bandits.

i have the craziest story ever. i was sitting at diner last night, minding my own business, when suddenly this giant fat guy stumbles into me and pours his entire glass of water into my lap! needless to say i was pissed. so what i did is i grabbed his lovely blue-and-red-striped-tie and gave it a magnificent tug and watched his big old fat face ( Read more... )

I have a tendency to spill my guts between 2 and 3 am ( Read more... )

I've just about made it through 2 years in this ridiculous place. as much as I'm gonna miss my friends and my wonderful beautiful selfless saint-in-the-making roomie, I FUCKING can't wait to be living in chicago, a-goddam!! I'm also going to miss being responsible for the dready girls seen running around campus ( Read more... )

I've never felt so lost.

Have I lost all self-control? I feel every day pretty much consists of me continually fucking myself over, such as now, as I sit here writing a pathetic blog at 2 30 am instead of getting some much needed sleep considering the gigantic swamp of school related bullshit I have to trudge through tomorrow. This is a definite coping mechanism in its own ( Read more... )

livejournal has risen from the dead, if only for tonight. I have so much to say and so much to think I could never put it all down so i'm honestly not even gonna try ( Read more... )

I really don't know what to say other than I feel like I'm going crazy and wish I was on something so at least I'd have an excuse. and I realllllly don't feel like falling into this trap again because of the effect people have on my already waning self-esteem. this is just nuts and should have never happened. maybe the culmination of this week ( Read more... )

oh what fun it's been! and oh what fun is to come!

this is my rare very happy entry, enjoy it.

and here's what you get when you let people know things...remind me again why I trust no one here, ohhhh that's why..
get over it dumbasses.

I need to make a decision soon.