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post christmas.
christmas was not bad. had fun with alvin's family. got into th christmas mood at the last minute.
gonna be rather free the next few days. decided to take a break from work and it all. spend some alone time, hanging out with the familia, and such.
school shall start again for me. doing private next year. this should be my last chance at doing ( Read more... ) -
decisions
decisions, decisions. fucked up! zhenghua didnt want to take me back, they said they registered me for the n's and i didnt attend. well, its cause no one bothered to tell me they did. cant try any other school now. im so stressed. imma take private o's. gonna check out the schools tmr. heading to town with my kids (cousins) too. my parents are ( Read more... ) -
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went to see mcr today. it was hell awesome! alot of less emo people there then i thought. i guessed the people with me brought the feeling into me ( Read more... ) -
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time has flew by this year. starting school in around a month's time. i'm sorta nervous, i don't know why. maybe cause i haven been in touch with any school related stuff in a long time.
so many things have changed. joeanne, joycelyn, almost everyone.
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dilemma.
i am liking 2 persons now. one is joycelyn and the other is still joeanne. keep trying to lie to myself to forget about her. no matter how many girls i date its the same. i miss her so much ( Read more... ) -
tattoos!!
got a tattoo today. not a real one but a bloodlining. that's tattooing without the ink so that u can feel how it feels like. val paid for the needle. so nice of her =)
anyone who says tattooing doesn't hurt they are LYING. yes it hurts quite abit, but the outcome will be more than worth it. when i thought of my custom design ill go back for the ( Read more... ) -
memories.
the chalet was the sex! it was so fun hanging out with the SA boys again. all of them got drunk in the end. noob drinkers! tsk tsk. so i took care of the drunk kids and hardly slept. although they said i slept alot? haha. went to find alvina. she told me she needed help and her hands are shivering. i cabbed down and carried her load of posters and ( Read more... ) -
the sweetest things.
everyone just dont seem to be what u think that they are. why can't things be just simple and nice always. my heart aches
celine is like the sweetest thing ever. but i can't trust people anymore like i used to now. things are so different. -
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kinda confused at the moment. don't know what to do. 4 girls after me now but i don't know if i still have feelings for joeanne.
i shall take it slow this time.