a night of fighting sleep ( Read more... )

If You are "committed" you don't share a bed with another no matter who you are.... If I wanted to be with someone, I wouldn't share myself with more than one person. Obviously you are divided.... I don't care to fight it anymore I bid you adeaux

As she lays there in her bed
A million thoughts through my head
As innocent as the day she was born,
A dream of her, her Love is so warm,
I watch her toss
I watch her turn
I'd tickle to watch her squirm,
watch her giggle, let her whine
Kiss those tears, she'll be fine
Distill those fears, till the end of time...

When the night has come ( Read more... )

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Last night was.... how you say... different? I got to play house guest last night at Christine's house, nervous? Yes. The build up and tension that I've caused in the past 7 months can make a guy wonder if he's even welcome at all. Expecting a bamboo booby trap at every corner, waking up to be tortured with bamboo shafts under my finger nails. ( Read more... )

Wow, I've got a new Car... Now here comes the insane part... Because I did not have a cosigner... my car payments are out the mother loving roof. I don't have a job good enough to keep my bills paid.... But, I have a new car, Wewt A 2003 Cavalier LS I'm Happy for a change that I'm not driving broken down shit boxes anymore... I Wish I could shit ( Read more... )

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... Journals are Uber Homo-FaGhey!!

Well, I said long ago that I wasn't going to be pulled into some shit. However, I did start some shit due to someone's inability to let go or be honest. I don't write to be depressed, but it's a shame that sometimes You meet someone who seems so sweet and straight forward... gets you out to do something... wants to drag you along here there and ( Read more... )