NEW WAY TO SLIM DOWN ( Read more... )

12:19 am - So alone
I lie awake here in bed
Wishing I were far from dead
I lie here quiet without a peep
wishing that I, could get some sleep
I lie in my shell
Living my life
Day and night strife
Hoping too well
To escape from my hell

Thursday, April 25th, 2002

I'm glad I don't sit around like this anymore...

5:36 pm - Another Day another Scrape ( Read more... )

Well, here I sit... stats are through the roof... blood pressure is about 150/95... took my meds waiting for them to kick in feeling rather drowsy, hopefully I'll wake up...

My mind is made up, since I'm not going to have any lineage... I may as well name a star so my name may live on forever... or at least until it blows up.... since I won't be in any other record books may as well get something named after me....

How would you decribe the feeling of love ( Read more... )

I love Jews of all races, creed, and color... wait!... didn't I just repeat myself?

Fuck it.... Happy Valentines day *muttering indistinctively*

To those who knew me as a trite bastard,
Whom thought my life a disaster..
A worthless young man
With nothing to lose
Walks alone
Nothing to prove....
A heartless curr,
With lust in his name
A Dream deferred
Lost without his fame
A stagnant value haunts him now

"Neat." a journal... why do I have one?... I don't know.... a place to cry out to all the poor little souls who've been shat on... despirately seeking some sort of consolement, a channel to reach others on and recieve sympathy from?... blah, I'm not depressed... I have no reason to write... the number one thing people talk about is omg my life ( Read more... )

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