So i havent written anything in a while but i sware that this one is long, and dramatic enough to make up for it. Ok so i have finally cracked. I cant take it anymore. For the past 18 years i have not lived in the same place for more than 3 years. In the process losing pets, friends, houses, relationships, memories, everything. If you can name ( Read more... )

You ever have one of those days where you just dont care what happens. Where you dont want to be around anyone, talk to anyone, and just be by yourself. But at the same time youre desperately lonely. It really f*&^in sucks. I just want to pop in my headphones and listen to the most beligerant music i can find. But i cant. I feel like im going ( Read more... )

Well its been a while..."Since I could hold my head up high And it's been a while Since I first saw you And it's been awhile Since I could stand on my own two feet again And it's been awhile Since I could call you And everything I can't remember As fucked up as it all may seem The consequences that I've rendered I've stretched myself beyond my ( Read more... )

I was reading a book for school(RIGHT ME READ!!! HA) No i really read it. And it was really good and heart wrenching and just full of advice that people should know even if they dont read it. This is some of that advice ( Read more... )

YAY for track. Its really gotten me in shape but at the same time i have noticed some other cheanges in me too. I have become an apathetic asshole incapable of showing emotion. SO....once again yay for being in shape.

yay 6 days left. WOOT. ok enough of that ( Read more... )

You know what ive noticed??? You can tell alot about a person by their actions, their words, the emotions...and well pretty much what im getting at is by sitting back and looking at things you tell more than by getting involved ( Read more... )

Ficke mich ins Esel!!!! NOTHING IS RIGHT!!!!! I had shit planned out and it all went awry. i dont wanna be here. I just want to be somebody else. It all fucking sucks. I cant take it anymore. Serious. Just get me the hell outa here and i can leave it all behind ( Read more... )

Guess what??? No your wrong! Ive fallen back into my slump. i dont know how, i dont know why. All that i know is that i have. And i dont much like it ( Read more... )

Somebody sent me this and it was such an emotional rollercoaster that i had to post it for all of you ( Read more... )