they were all at the spot last night, i swear, every single scenester in the city, well ok, I digress, because the rest of them were packed into javas and the surrounding shrubbery smoking ciggarettes and looking posh ( Read more... )

Today is thanksgiving, in TRUE McKeever fashion my mother woke up my sister AND myself (on different floors of the house) SCREAMING about how cute the rockette costumes are. cute cute cute! says my mom. Then I came upstairs looking grumpy...we watched the rest of the parade together then we got food, ate a lot of it (yum) and then cleaned up ( Read more... )

today so far I am feeling better ( Read more... )

I can feel that the holiday season is here, the weather has turned and once again I'm balancing on depression. It's such a horrible thing to realize and a more difficult thing to admit. I feel like if I don't get it out there and be careful and knowledgable about it it'll be worse and I won't be able to get through it alone ( Read more... )

I am feeling very stressed tonight. I mean its routed in psychological stress, but I'm having a very physical reaction. Like my breathing is funny, and my muscles are tight and achy. I fell shaky and my vision is slighly blurred...these are also the symptoms of having a heart attack. NEED MONEY! money money money, why do so many of my life woahs ( Read more... )

So anyways. My days are all messed up because of break. It's aweeeesome. For example last night I say "so i decided you are coming to beer pong with me on saturday" and I get the reponse "wow, then I need to get that essay written pretty quickly!" and i say "quickly? It's MONDAY?" and then I hear "it's not wednesday?" and then i laughed at him, and ( Read more... )

When you don't update for a week its like theres a billion things to say. Josh and Mego really have the right idea they update everynight. Then its a much more accurate representation of what happend and how your feeling. Looking back on feelings is always different. So my other issue with this program is that I feel like I shouldn't really express ( Read more... )

It's been a while since I updated. Life has continued with not too much exciting to say. I got into Brockport, but I havn't been accepted to the social work program. I found out today that I need to write an essay. I know that it's stupid that I'm so worried about it because I KNOW that I'm going to be a great therapist and that my personality and ( Read more... )

Okay, so now I can finish. But now I don't know what I was going to say, so I'll just write about today I suppose. I was dreaming about class so I totally didn't realize that I needed to get up and go because I thought i was already there...i'm lame. So then I got to class half an hour late, and we got out twenty minutes early and then I ate subway ( Read more... )

I had Michelles party this saturday night, not only was it a ton of fun, but I made $500!!! YESSS! seriously this whole sex toy thing is so profitable, I just need to get parties up the wazoo and then I can leave LB. I mean I don't want to because I love them, but I really hate working in retail, and I just seriously do not want to carry on with ( Read more... )