I'm so fucking sick of this bullshit ( Read more... )

There is some sort of cruelty that goes a long with liking me. Do I attract the unsatisfied because I am myself unsatisfied?

She says she's leaving
That's she's going west to the mountains

I want so badly to drop everything and go with her.

To go to the mountains.
To be somewhere else.

I wanted to call you last night and tell you how big of a fucking mistake it would be moving in with your boyfriend. But I know If I would say that it would just give you one more reason to not talk to me anymore.
I didn't call
Instead I got to have a dream in which I tell you off. I wish you would have embraced told me it's ok. Nothing happen

It's nice that my brother whose been a relationship for 8 fucking years can get lucky immediately. He's not even of his relationship and he's got another girl all over him. What the fuck is wrong with me? All I get are people who flirt with me to fuck with me or to get something out of me. It's never for real it's always a goddamn joke ( Read more... )

no one gives a fuck about me

everyone else has something better going on and im left in the dust

I've fully accepted Im going to be alone forever

Ive never fit in

no one can be honest

it's all just a fucking game

I always wanted to get picked on the cool team
But alone is exactly how I should be

i'm blind

I am pathetic
25 year old boy worthless

The poison makes its way through my body slowly ( Read more... )