a lot has happened this summer. i turned 17. r rated movies and a new car. my new car which got crashed into. oh well. i went to vegas with my self-procclaimed life partner. he claims to have had a good time, but i know he didnt, which was why we almost broke up in the airport on the way home. when we got home, we shared a quiet lunch at the ( Read more... )

soo... im here in hawai'i with celestial & my folgies. we've been hiting teh beach, no as much as we should, but hey! i LOVE it over here!i can see myself living out here one of these days, particularly maui. but im in oahu which is VERY touristy (bleh). im surprised by the amoun of surfers that are out here, but the surf has been pretty bad ass ( Read more... )

wow...this weekend feels like nothing happened, when in reality.. a lot has happened. i learned some things. i learned i still have the ability to make someone smile, i talent i thought i had completley lost. i learned not to stare at the floor while im walking, i might bump into people. i learned to eat when im hungry, or i'll get a terrible ( Read more... )

it didn't occur to me until yesterday that this is our last week of school. history project's due (yuck) but grad night's coming. i dont have to take my chem final (yay) and im trying to exempt at least one more. i dont see how im gonna bring up some of my grades. i have the one week left. it's really gross. fuck ap spanish. i dont think im gonna ( Read more... )

freaky friday! big woop... i got to do my hair totally awesome today and no one could tell me "no!" i loved itZ! its sad when the only thing that can make me happy or smile is a fucking hairstyle. oh well, just shows my lack of capabilities and friends. so i came to the bitter realization that there's not much left for me. i dont know, maybe im ( Read more... )

things havent been going oh so great latley... im fucking up again, people are hurting me, and i dont know... i should stop my moping and move on. people get hurt all the time, and they move on just fine, why can't i do the same? i guess its one of those things that i'll never understand or be able to change about myself. i tell myself i wont get ( Read more... )

so...today was gio's b-day and my folks had a party for him...i have been on my damn feet all day since 8:30 this morning, mikey got to the house to help out and i was still in my pj's...apparently there's a car chase going on right now in eagle rock and my nina almost got hit. i cut my hair...its super short, i look like a little boy... oh well ( Read more... )

eeep! closing night is tomorrow... HOWEVER... we have another performance for the little kids at the church n stuff... so im excited!!!! so yeah... first times are always the best times.. goshness.. i love this musical!!! it's helped me out, surprisingly enough! wowzers! so yeah... i dont know. i take my permit test tomorrow also, i havent studied ( Read more... )

um... so i decided, im going to die in a week, cuz thats when our opening night is n stuff... so yeah... my old fave uncle died today... i kinda knew it would happen, but i didnt think it would come so soon. i dont know... lisa took us home today, i love how it took us like 2 hours to get home. but it was fun... talking about sex during our meal of ( Read more... )

IM DYING!!!!! im on the verge of suicide cuz im BORED OUT OF MY MIND!!!! oh goodness! christine is sitting here trying to RUIN MY ENTRY!!! what a poop face! so yeah.... i dont know what to put in my entry anymore... blah blah blah blah! um... lets see... what happened today? in improv, we sat on our asses and talked about animals and electricuted ( Read more... )