i hate senior year, with a loathing passion. stress up the wazoo.. and i am not a happy camper. saturday will bring good things, a day to myself and without whats its face. a nice day. i wont be home, and i wont be at work. this make melinda a very happy camper! but yes... i hate being stressed out like a mofo. it makes me want to break something ( Read more... )

"mel, behave"..."mel, be more like him."..."mel, why are you always so rude?"..."mel, why are you always uncomfortable around white people?"..."aye mel, they're only joking around, stop being such a stiff."..."you need to learn how to take criticism better"... "mel, look at mikey, he's so nice. why can't you be more like thatwhat do they expect ( Read more... )

so... i wrecked my car this morning, cuz my dad made me drive half asleep. i gave myself a flat tire, a cracked car, and a broken headlight. none of which i can pay to fix. anyways, im n a shitload of trouble, and i havent even begun to study for my finals. im just waiting for it all to be over. i want to pass this semester with at least a 3.0, so ( Read more... )

so, it's a new year. new year with mike, so happy anniversary! and a new year in general. school starts tomorrow, even though i thought it started wednesday. bummer. now im stuck with a shitload of homework to do, since someone wanted to go to the movies last night rather than let me do hw. anywho. im miserable at home and have decided to begin ( Read more... )

hmm.... always giving eachother shit for pointless things... this does not define love for me. but am i putting up with this for nothing? this is love. i dont take crap from anyone...but i take his. yep... it's love. a little late to be figuring this out. im just trying to find some means of justification for our constant arguments. IM TIRED OF ( Read more... )

so... i decided, i will make a terrible housewife. i can't cook, i can't even pop popcorn (wtf?), i cannot make a damn thing, i dont clean, im not tidy, and my husband will never be able to understand me. the opposite sex and i just dont get along when it comes to relationships. boys make great friends, but they should remain just that...friends. i ( Read more... )

i can't stand gilrs.... too much fucking drama

wtf??? they know i need sleep, so they decide to wake me up at 8 IN THE FUCKING MORNING!!!! i took the day off for a reason! now im gonna be in a bad mood all day just cuz they didnt want to inconvenience themselves!!!!!!! FUUUUUUUUCK! i guess its what i get for being up till 5:30 or some shit...it was worth it!

i asked him "do you think im cheating on you?"

"no" he replies as he looks in the opposite direction.

"you better not be lying to me... do you honestly think im cheating on you?" i said.

"yes." his only response.

it shred me to pieces, i lost all feeling inside me, i had never felt so cheap in my life... i said i felt better... i lied.

goodness, today started out as a mess. i bounced from all sorts of locations. i fixed things with my significant other (i love you), and played out an incredible, but extremely hot get away. that was funny. i've been pretty content these days. not much pleases me too much, but only one person can change all that and i love him for it. i dont like ( Read more... )