Repressed hurt always seems to come out eventualy. I had been feeling so out of it lately and i couldn't figure out why, but there has been so much that i haven't gotten out of my system and it was left to fester, ive been a ball of negativity for about a week. Finally i feel like i'm getting out of it and everything feels wonderful again. I am so ( Read more... )

So I'm so fucking in love right now i can't even walk straight. Everything is so amazing and satisfying. A part of me feels like i've been here before, but i know that I've never been this far. I've visited the area, but god i've never gone so deep into it as i am now. For the first time in a while, things feel right. I'm in a situation where ( Read more... )

So far in 2006 ( Read more... )

you dont have anything to worry about, im gong to be here for you always. life wont be what it used to. With this i feel like i can do anything, with you i feel like i can catch the stars or stop the rain. Things are gonna be different baby. Happiness is all i see from here on out. This is goig to be wonderful and exciting, i know it. So just take ( Read more... )

my life seems like the verse building up to now ( Read more... )

There are no words to describe how amazing i feel right now.

I'm just gonna leave it at that.

<3

Me: Hey what are you doing

Lydia: Nothing, just sitting in my underwear watching seinfeld.

Long pause...

Me: I think I'm in love.

For the first time in a while i can honestly say that I am happy. I am independant and finally taking care of myself. Life is good ( Read more... )

So I'm starting over with everything. My life is going to be completely different than what it was even just a week ago. I'm moving home, I quit my job (due to my moving home), I'm going to meet new people, experience new things. For once I want to love myself and be happy without having someone always there for me. wish me luck.

I'm confused about everthing possible to the fullest possible extent ever.