I hate everything that I have become.

Long time no entry. So we meet again, Livejournal. So...a quick rundown of things...getting married...making good money...going back to school in about a year...best friend going to japan...most good friends seem to be leaving (at least temporarily if not permanently)...kind of makes me wonder if something is wrong with me, as I have no urge to ( Read more... )

So, my life has taken turns in directions I never thought it would, and...well, that is ok, I suppose. The only thing that I truly regret is the loss of some really really good friends' company. I had a group of friends who I saw damn near every night, if not every night, and these friends helped me work through a lot of shit. And now, when I see ( Read more... )

I went out last nite, and I am just kind of hoping that I didn't bring everyone down. I was just finding it very difficult to keep upbeat. I don't know why, but I just kept getting more and more unhappy, and so I did not drink too much. I don't know....Eh, whatever. I realized a few things last nite, I think, and some of them I hope are right, the ( Read more... )

PS......FUCKING SHIT......that is all.

I don't know anymore. There are so many things that I am just about over. I can't seem to get anything stable in my life anymore, and it is pissing me off. I used to love random stuff, but I just want the smallest bit of structure. I can't motivate myself at all anymore, and to be completely honest, the only reason I have gotten out of bed in the ( Read more... )

Your IQ Is 110
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So tonite, I got invited somewhere, but one of the stipulations was that I couldn't be an ass. And the more and more I mulled that over in my head, the more and more it bothered me. I can be an ass, but only after I get to know someone and get comfortable with them. The person(s) who said this to me does not know me very well, and I am pretty sure ( Read more... )

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