It's been six year or so years...pretty crazy...yeah...first trip to Asia is next week.
Exciting life!

Wow, this journal is so old. I miss these old times with the crew

i'll take something to believe ( Read more... )

I miss talking to Kelley every night, and expecting the next time we would see each other. I dont know how I screwed everything up but I did. Way to be a loser. Aweasome.

NHeywoodTurco: hey, what up ( Read more... )

my god Im tired, Im so tired of these cancer treatments. I dont know about things anymore, friends yeah I suppose I have them. Love ? not the love I want, god I just dont know anymore. My lifes a mess, and whats going to happen at college ? I just hope I"ll figure it out, maybe might even find another girl there. who knows. wait a week and see.....

life sucks

why you ask ?

the person I love more than anything doesnt feel the same way about me, is "confused". So if Im lucky we will stay together.

I dont see why I even bother anymore,I love her and what am I going to do if shes with someone else ?

life is getting to be worth it less and less

Why do I do stupid things. Today I got bitched out by a teacher for not talking to her at the ball when she trys to make my life miserable. THen I get home and wait for Joelle to call and when she does I get pissed and hang up on her because shes talking about josh again. Ugh.... Im so sick and tired of this kid. Im just going to beat the fuck out ( Read more... )

Just wait til your heart breaks and you'll know how I felt when I wrote this song.... This song's for stupid girls ( Read more... )

I love Joelle, thats all I have to say. I love you hun, and I'll never be able to show you how much I love you. But im going to try.