Sometimes ... its hard to remember who you are. And after working so hard... for so long, if you have a point.. or a purpose.. or a reason to continue. For me the last 2 years have flown by, and instead of enjoying them on the outside, i've sat inside my own head, and thought about it all ( Read more... )

i want to achieve them more than anything

there are other people who are apart of my dreams

failing scares me

but we will make it through.

i promise

<3

ive been doing bad things lately, to my body i guess, and its catching up to me. and i blow things out of proportion, lately this is true. I miss certain people, they used to love me, but they don't anymore or they just pretended to from the start. The truth is, a lot of it is my fault, and even if it wasn't i would still put the majorady of the ( Read more... )

today I don't know what is going on. For a fact, I don't know what is actually going on lately... im a lost soul. there are three kinds of people in the world I realize ( Read more... )

so, there are some parts of me which have been brutally broken... but in the end it was my fault. I spent so much time with people searching for emotions, but i realized i was looking for them for the wrong reasons. Some had emotions because they have no spines, and since I have a spine, so it seemed I could stand up and try to take care of them ( Read more... )

He was nineteen, she was eight ( Read more... )

lil bit of work, or lot a bit. lil bit of nothing, or lot a bit. lil bit or repition.... duh lot a bit.

im obsessed with so impossible by dashboard... its amazing. answer all the questions in it.

there are 3 kids who don't play much guitar jamming in my basement and i have to wake up for work tomorrow

wow

the end

i live these days waiting for an angel to come my way ( Read more... )

so lets start at square one, i dont live with my parents anymore, I live in a house in lockport with Joe "no legs" geotschyl and a mouse named gizmo. And i know what your thinking, when did this happen? Why wasn't I told? Because im too lazy to use the internet. Otherwise my life hasn't exactly changed at all. I just pay bills, watch a lot of ( Read more... )