ANOTHER SCRATCHING THE SURFACE UPDATE BECAUSE I'M TOO LAZY TO POST CONSISTENTLY ( Read more... )

So I did something terrible and wonderful today ( Read more... )

so a lot has happened in my life and i really want to type and post it all and i have very intention on doing so, but i'm a lazy son of a bitch and right now i am telling myself..turn off the computer and go to bed. post when u have the time and effort and energy ( Read more... )

I'm stuck in a really crappy theme park. I think my emotions are all balled into one giant and crappy roller coaster. It's like one second I'm high and happy and can say "Fuck It" to all my problems, and then the next second I just don't see the point anymore and I really hate everyone that I've ever come into contact with. So I'm sitting here on ( Read more... )

we had a rehearsal. it was great! my car was filled with teenage girls. we were screaming and driving all crazy style! Cesy was standing up through my sun roof and we were all drinking coffee that this guy named Bobby piad for. Right on! Rehearsal was fun. We did more curtain and lighting with our staging so it's really coming along. I need to ( Read more... )

i had to drive to rsoseville last night. that was a little harsh considering i've only been through there with tony for the past five months. we bought a car..so i had to drive my mom to the dealership in order to pick it up and then drive home. yeah i drove past sunsplash and the road to his house. the worst part was we bought the car from the ( Read more... )

had a choir thing, put on a prom dress, had a party, got drunk, had fun, cried a little, called my ex-boyfriend (WHY DO DRUNK PEOPLE DO THAT???) and then passed out around 8AM. it was beautiful. ...that;s a sarcastic lie. well, the night was fun. there were way more happy times and fucking hyllarious times then there were bad ones, but i was just ( Read more... )

learned how to smoke cigars. MAN OH MAN was i lame! But i was around just the right experts. they knew what the fuck they were doing and how to teach it. so....there is hope for my little unexperiences and pure lungs. wonderful! *cough...cough* PS don't exhale through your nose...it burns

first day of softball was today. i knew that i was out of shape, but holy shit, today was a slat in the face...or rather a slap in my fat ass. what happened to me? i've played since i was six and it was always good solid hard fun. but today..today was running, today was tremendous amounts of running, today was getting down on the ground, today was ( Read more... )

tonight we all went to a costume party. when i say we i mean..me, erica toth, dylan barnes, nick doliber, pat leahy, peter mcconnol, abby belcastro, thomas belcastro, and lee garman. we dressed up beautifully. erica was a gorgeous greek goddess. tommy was a "screamo" guy and he wore girl pants and even cut off all his hair. JESUS! now that's one ( Read more... )