I'm starting to remember life without Tony. it hasn't been a reality it quite some time, but now (and forever so I better get use to it) it will be. No ties down, no boyfriend to worry about, no man to be loyal to, no guy to please. JUST ME. no influences, and no pressures, and no alterarations ( Read more... )

a hallway of millions of students... I walk down them every day. I’ve lived in the same town all my life. Everyone single one of these faces I’ve have been around for years. It was odd how every face was so familiar to me, when at the same time it wouldn’t have mattered or not if every face was a blank. I didn’t know them, they didn’t know me and ( Read more... )

my friends kick some major ass! i had no idea that they loved me. i mean, i thought we just all really enjoyed hanging out with each other. I knew that we all liked each other, but they've made me feel so loved, and that's one fucking awesome good feeling. i mean double plus good feelings ( Read more... )

i have never been so much in love as i am right now,
and i never will be again.

sarah and i played in the rain. what a glorious feeling! i'm happy again! tommy did as well! nick came outside long enough for me to kick a puddle on him and hannah and spencer were outside has bare witnesses. It was wonderful. i got soaked in dirty gutter water, and let pure fresh rain water fall onto my tongue. It was cold and pure bliss. Then ( Read more... )

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yesterday i was the happiest person in the world. my smile lasted hours and i found myself thankful for every little things. the world seemed like such a wonderful place to be in at the time and i truly loved. sometimes things can get so fucked up though. isn't it weird how quickly good turns to bad? it's like nowadays you have to struggle to cling ( Read more... )

it's raining and i think that it is beautiful. everything is dark outside, but light enough to see. the weather is cool, and it's almost as if the sky is crying, but behind all the tears you know the sun is still existing. it's all beautiful. the rain is my favorite weather. i love being in a giant blanket and a soft sweatshirt when rain is ( Read more... )

to dylan, nick, erica, sarah, tommy, angela, seaira, amanda, or whomever hsd been in my company lately ( Read more... )

it's october already and i NEED to decide what i want to be for halloween. I think that we should all get permission from our parents not to not go to school on nov. 1st (which is a monday) and stay together all oct. 31 (which is a sunday ( Read more... )