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 i don't know what that means.

my grandpa has been diagnosed with cancer. it's spread just about everywhere. he's going to die. soon.

imminently.

i can't think anything other than that it's too soon. i just cry and cry and beg  jesus.....try to get him to understand that it's just too soon.

i guess you have all the time in the world, until you run ( Read more... )

 JOSH IS HERE!!

and i feel really happy for he firs time in four months.

ahhhhhhh it's like a breath of fresh air. 

 one upside of seattle living: shopping is my new hobby! it's actually not a NEW hobby, but since moving to california i've been too poor to shop properly. i'm still too poor, but now my mom buys me things. it's nice. southcenter mall is magnificent and huge, and we're just a short light-rail ride from westlake center.

josh will be here the day ( Read more... )

i am so confused right now ( Read more... )

england is growing on me.

it was really sad to spend independence day in another country (let alone the one we won our independence from....awkward...). no one seemed to care about or acknowledge it (understandable), it was sad. it did, however, get a mention in josh and ben's speech at the reception (ironic to choose independence day to "tie the ( Read more... )

in england, the traffic lights turn yellow before turning red (as normal), and they ALSO turn yellow before turning green ( Read more... )

i am off today ( Read more... )

it's jackie robinson day, and every player in major league baseball is wearing the number 42 on their uniforms in his honor ( Read more... )

it's easter, and i'm a little bit horrified to find i'm treating it like just another day. no family to celebrate with, no easter basket to wake up to.
but i guess that's not what matters, is it?
thanks, god. thanks for it all.

on another note, i bought my first pair of skinny jeans not too long ago. it has been a steadfast core value of mine to ( Read more... )