ohhhhhhhhhhh my godddddddddddddd it seems like allllllll i wanna dooooooooo anymore is tell you to just shutttt the fuck upppppppppppppppppppppppp. ugh.

I find myself crawling back to LJ every so often nowadays. How's life?

  what the fuck.

 
I HAVE!....a...uh...plan....sorta, type...uh...thing.

YAYAYAYAYA!!!!!  =D

 
You're the last person on this earth I thought could ever break my heart like you did.
I thought this was going to work. I can't believe it's over.
I feel like three months of the most amazing feelings I've ever had have been completely demolished.

I'm going to rise above this. I'm going to do everything I can to make something of myself and move on ( Read more... )

holy shit. i'm a fool. i never loved him. and i wasted all of those years thinking i did.

now im beginning to see what it truly is and i couldnt be happier.

but anyways, so John and I had a wonderful summer, and now he's all moved into his dorm at FIT in NYC. Now  I just dread this whole application process again because being a transfer is just as ( Read more... )

I did this to myself, and now it's coming back to bite me in the ass. I only did this because i had no idea it was going to end this way. I'm an idiot for getting upset and I'm and idiot for thinking something was going to change. I set myself up to get upset and I have no idea why, I knew this was going to happen. I shouldn't even be upset about ( Read more... )

I just want him back. I just, want my dad back.

Episode one. Over. Many to come.

it's been a while.
hello.  :)