This took the longest to get through, but I'll probably say the least about because it was the most recent and I don't want to go back there ( Read more... )

This was my fleeting moment of vegetarianism. Dead things made more of me die, I absolutely COULDN'T be the cause of a death after all of this mumbo jumbo. All deaths were devastating. I passed a funeral procession on the way to work one day, it really just downs you like a sack of bricks. I wouldn't wish this on anyone or anything. This is ( Read more... )

Convincing myself that there weren't little people driving my life around simply left me with a meaningless existence. I'm going to spend [in theory] 80 years building a knowledge base and skills which will simply be dissolved into nothingness. Well Fuck. Why oh why would anyone be given this self-awareness. What the fuck is the point. What ( Read more... )

Shortly after coming to terms with Vrana's lack of existence I began to battle with my own mortality...

SPOILER ALERT!!! If You Don't Hate Your Life Proceed Through This Series With Caution. Consider Yourself Warned.

It began with everything seeming like it was on purpose.  Like I never got a job so I could spend my birthday with Vrana and my boss ( Read more... )

I left Kristen's house on sunday after feeling like crap, so I went to bed pretty early that night but woke up to a missed call from Dave and a text reading ( Read more... )

This was about 2 weeks ago or so, but the sentiment still stands. It happened and I was just like "dam, this'll be funny in about 15 min" but there is no way to tell the story so that by the time I got to the punch line anyone would laugh. So I'm just gonna write it here ^_ ( Read more... )

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