There isn't much to update in regards to my going-ons. I am where I've spent a good deal of time the past 4 months, just sort of being and enjoying the company. Getting to cook and generally enjoying some place different. I'm content with how things are.

Like I said, not much to update on.

ETA: still horny as hell

Dan, I'm thinking that Jo's going to get swept again. I'm sorry that you are on his team this time around. On the flip side at least you'll get to spend more time with Andre. You've done great over there, buddy. Excellent job ( Read more... )

So yeah. Things are good with me. It feels like it's been a long time since I've been able to say that and mean it 100%. No, this does not mean that I'm seeing someone. laughs I'm just relaxed, happy, cool with things. Being back in the snow has made me peaceful. That and getting to shower endless attention on Heather. To me, there is no ( Read more... )

I was screwed over so badly, so painfully, it's making it hard to remain friends. I desperately want to be friends still. I do care about him and wish him well, do want him to be happy. But is it bad that I can't stand to see him happy so soon? I poured so much of myself into it, into making him happy and feel wanted, desired. Loved. I guess ( Read more... )

Sometimes I don't know why I bother saying the things I do. Few people really get what I'm saying. But I have to say I enjoying being an ass sometimes. It's pretty liberating. Apparently I've been too nice for too long and now I'm not allowed to show my hurt and pain because for so long I wouldn't. Well fuck that. What I feel is what you see ( Read more... )

I do not feel well. My stomach is eating itself and I feel weak.

What the hell happened?

Okay. I'm just going to skip over the insanity...

Which leaves me with not much to say. I'm glad to be back in Tampa, which surprises me. Maybe I'll be able to get my bearings while I'm here. It's been great to see Rus again, we'll be painting the town all sorts of colors before you know it.

Yo Rus! Where you at?!

That's it, chapter done. No more games, thank you for playing.

Fucking ouch. That's real great. No one may be laughing but I still feel like a damn fool. adjusts the knife so it's more a dull pain than a stabbing one

I'm still away through the weekend then I'm headed south.

Now why am I bothering to update?

i tear my heart open ( Read more... )