By now we all know of my fuck up. Moving on is the only thing left to do about it. I can't dwell, Joe won't allow it. Thanks man ( Read more... )

i miss you

the biggest mistake of my life and i can't do a damn thing about it. i'm the biggest fool i know. fuck my impatience. pressured again. what a fucking idiot i am *bangs head* he deserves better. i'm a complete mess and he doesn't need that. i was just as confused but didn't think anything through.

I'm sorry Cibby. From the bottom of my

hopes the season gets cancelled on Thursday

is it saying something when your boyfriend needs a second break from you? not having doubts, just something that popped into my mind today...

To those that were concerned about me last night, thank you for being there for me in my state of panic. Things are okay now. In life, there's change in most things and it's not always bad. Change can mean growth. So things are somewhat different, yes, and that's okay ( Read more... )

patient, understanding, accepting, compromising, along with so much more. Add in faith too.

sits and waits patiently

So I got some time to kill before Cibby's next break. Here's the general plan... with nothing set in stone ( Read more... )

These are Johnny's thoughts only. Your character doesn't know about them unless he's specifically told them to your character. Thanks for your cooperation ;-)

Cibby's sick and there's nothing I can do for him. I don't like this at all. Being 5 thousand miles from him is ridiculous when there's no need. I'm trying to make the best of it but it ( Read more... )