Oh journal, I'm so sorry I forget to say hi. It's just that, you know, I haven't had time lately. What? No. I swear I don't know who this Myspace thing is. No. I can't lie to you. I have been spending some time with it. No, I still like you. Why else would I be doing this now. You've got your old fashioned charm, and we've got so much ( Read more... )

Ok. That's it. I give up. I don't know what I did to deserve this, but I can't do it anymore.

So. I wish I had somthing to say, but I'm just doing this out of a feeling of obligation. A lot of stuff happened since sunday, but I'm affraid I can't think of what it is right now. I think the last seven days as a whole have ben really interesting. It all makes me wonder what I'm doing. I think that if I could step aside and look at it as a ( Read more... )

I went to work dressed as a sheep fucker and drunk free from the top shelf. As the night I found myself being pulled to the dancefloor by a catholic school girl that laughed at how young I was when I said I was soon to be twenty-seven. And we danced. not on the waves of the ocean, but on a wet tile floor. So now I find myself eating a sandwich ( Read more... )

I come home smelling like some guys girlfriend and the uncomfortably familiar taste of health food store lip gloss in my mouth. I've realized a lot about things in the last few days, but I'll wait for another day for that. I have to report to work in seven hours for a fourteen hour day.

I'M BACK.

Really, if you had any idea how many items in here where typed in some sort of inebreiated state, it would blow you mind. I apologize for any spelling errors now. So. What to say. I don'tthing I'm going out tonight. Judging by the difficulty I'm having typing, I don'tthink I should leave the house. most likely I'm just going to fall asleep as ( Read more... )

After a slow night of listening to Billy Joel records and reading old entries, I've come up with the perfect question for all time.

Would you rather walk in front of a bus or fall in love?

When I look back, I think that the bus should have been the right choice a few times.

It's big Thursday. I miss this autistic girl I used to work with. Of all the people I wish I could have said goodbye to, it was her. It bothers me to think that someone had to explain that I had just disappeared one day because I know she wouldn't understand. I really enjoyed all the time she would stop me and get me talking. No matter how ( Read more... )

First and foremost, I'd like to say I had a really great time last night. Thank you. Secondly, I had a really great day. I went out today and bought a few records and some really great clothes. Got some shrimp and went to the asian market. Tongihts dinner was top notch. If only I could ever meet somone that could satisfy me like that meal did ( Read more... )