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Porcelain
Baby I'm afraid of a lot of things but
I ain't scared of loving you
And baby I know you're afraid of a lot of things
But don't be scared of love... 'cause
People will say all kinds of things
But that don't mean a damn to me
'Cause all I see is what's in front of me
And that's you
Well I've been dragged all over the place
I've taken hits time just don't ( Read more... ) -
Y-Control...
It's been awhile...
I'm working on a new piece for art class, it's a 2x2 canvas inspired by a mix of Donnie Darko and Yeah Yeah Yeahs.
:D Good combination.
The lady is doing well, but the distance is starting to kill me a little bit.
I didn't expect to fall this hard, especially not this fast.
It's almost comforting in a sick and twisted way that I ( Read more... ) -
Detach.
she's new.
when she walks into the room,
she screams to me with her awkward grace
and as i watch every step she takes
it's harder and harder for me
not to jump up and kiss her,
for the sake of having fun
and being in love.
it's simple, really.
it never lasts for long,
this rare and complete bliss...
but don't you just love it,
when doubt is impossible to find
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Day 30, FUCKING RIGHT.
So, I worked a tankish shift today, and watching all that raw "meat" cook made me fill a little more than ill.
It's been ... pretty much an entire month.
Reality isn't all that bad, really.
And she helps me with it. I didn't really see any potential with her at first, 'cause she lives too far away.
But I've never wanted to be with someone that's this ( Read more... ) -
Day 27
I really don't have much to say ( Read more... ) -
R.I.P POSM :::::::::: [Day 23]
"So Sara, the band is no more. We have a new vocalist, we don't need you anymore. You weren't really... how do I say this... contributing enough?"
That sums up my day.
Hard, stressful day at work... well, it was the Friday afternoon shift.
Then, I show up at band practice, and there's nobody to be found at gabe's house.
I wait for 20 minutes.
Nothing ( Read more... ) -
Day 18
Things are going relatively well, and Dylan's here for a couple days, which is a nice change ( Read more... ) -
Day 15
Things seem to be less confusing, clearer, and more straightforward now.
I couldn't ask for more than seeing you for a moment, but seeing you for hours on end---
Pure bliss.
You know that whatever happens, I'll go where you go, I'll show you I care, and I'll always be there to tell you that everything will be alright. I know you've heard it before, ( Read more... ) -
What. The. Fuck.
I feel as if my emotions are being rolled into a great big fucking ball, and someone's playing rugby with it.
Why? Just because.
She says she misses me, and I don't know what to believe.
I shouldn't read her freaking livejournal, it just brings me down, makes me feel inadequate, like a last resort. That's what I am, or so I'm led to believe.
I'm ( Read more... )
