The new job is def. nice and I'm loving working M-F 8:30-5.  I really can't wait till I retire tho, but it will be awhile before I get there.  Being positive has been hard but I feel its making a good change for me.

Well, I am done with Verizon Wireless so starting thursday I start my new job!

I'm getting really sick of life grinding down on me.

I started taking a class, a math class to help me figure out what I want to do with my career.  I hope that it leads to more opportunities. 

Man, I almost forgot I had this journal.   Things are not that much different than when I last updated.  I hope to have a new job before the end of the year.  I wish that on Sundays nothing would be open.  I find myself so blessed by that I have people in my life who are about me so much.  I almost feel at times I'm not worthy  of the care people ( Read more... )

I find one of the hardest thing finding out what I want in life.  I swear I'm doing something wrong since it feels like I'm just not certain at times what i want.   I was listening to a talk Dave Tate gave about success and integrity and it appears that I'm going against a lot of the values that I believe in.   I think I may take some time this ( Read more... )

Well it's been some time since I updated.   I can't believe how quickly time  goes by.  It's rather depressing at times.   Everything seems to be going well except for work situations.  I am grateful that I have a job but still I thought I would be doing other things.  I haven't figured out what my ideal job is.  I will update more often.  

God I forgot I had this journal.  It's been forever since I updated.  I'm still working at Verizon Wireless and now in my decently furnished place of my own.

Wow I cannot believe I have moved out.  It's a bit wierd to have my own place.  Work is still rather stressful and finding another job is limited.

Man it slowly seems like my life is coming together.  Yet I feel like it's a house being built on a flimsy foundation.   I'm getting a condo all we have to do now is close the deal.  From there is some home repair nothing too big.   Owning a place isn't easy and while it is a huge event in my life it can also be a lot of work.    I guess it's like ( Read more... )