"dont you dare say goodbye"...i think that is the coolest thing anyone has ever said to me.

im at a wierd crossroad in my life.i feel everything yet nothing at the same time.im miserable yet happy all at once.completely tired yet wide awake.im like ying and yang merged together to make..tang or something only withoutthe sweet chalky orange after taste.im a walking contradiction.it sounds like it would be a fine balance but its like trying ( Read more... )

house hunting sucks.i found a box in the hood.it literally looks like they stacked up a bunchof blocks an dstuck a window in it.but its the hood so im sure it will be cheap and i can bring my dog.ugh...whne i was writing the number down a black lady from next door says,"yo!..you gonna rent dat house ( Read more... )

all is well...yesterday was aggrivating in all avenues.things arent so bad.sure i may be homeless in 2 weeks.sure im poor.sure im not able to do any tattoos because i think ups lost my package.sure someone avtually thinks i cant be a true friend..that still cracks me up.im about the best friend anyone could have.of course i can be the worst enemy ( Read more... )

beef jerky makes me happy

be happy fucker heres why
99 bottles of ling ling on the wall, 99 bottles of lingling..drink one down...smash it on the ground....98 bottle oh ling ling on the wall....etc etc etc

and also theres a tear in my beer somethin somethin somethin...lalala.lalala...ladee dah

and also...oh fuck it i dont know...just be happy bitches

im so aggrivated..im sick of caring.im sick of trying to prove that i care.im sick of people lying to themselves.im sick of all the bullshit that life throws back in my face.im sick of caring so much that it makes me sick.but i refuse to let it get me down.fuck that. i chose to be happy in my fucke dup little world where things never work out right ( Read more... )

im in a mood.everything is seemong to crumble before my eyes.it slike a viscious cycle.things go good, the star is in reachand then its like it is attached to a bungee chord an dit snaps away an di sweari hear laughing.but i swear its not going to beat me this time.I've been down way too long.

so now that i got things re-arranged in my house and are now set up to tattoo, a bit of th epost shop quitting stress has been put to rest.it was nice last night to not have to sit all night in a barren shop and or have to give away half the money made off of tattoos i did. i had someone that was supposed ot come get one lats night at the hous ebut ( Read more... )

so itoday my speaker went out in my car except for my bass.pissed me off but it was funny.went to dude to fix it and he was having problems with his car sterio...hmm i see a patern here. so jimmy called to see if i wante dto go see whether tonight which is a buddy's band.i didnt wantt cuz i have so much shit to do here to get set up tp tattoo but i ( Read more... )