ive totally forgotten i had this ( Read more... )

umm lifes shit right now!!! dads in the hospital. my boyfriends isN'T helping and i miss home more than ever and i want to be there not here!!!

im soo lost in my thoughts right now! i wish that my emotions were strong! i meet a boy and have been dating him for about a year and ive lost my streath why have i taken myself into disaster !!! why cant i just pull back im only 17 yet soo attached!! i need to go back to tucson to get my strength back with the people that love me for me find my ( Read more... )

i fucked up my foot! it sucks!!!! yeah same old same old, nelson is the lamist place ever in nz!!!

i want to go home! and i miss my dad he went back home for like three mounths!!! but im thankful for the shit i have! but fuckin hell could life get better plezzz!!!!

um hi havent posted in a while! life is alright right now i miss home alot! and still grrrr fucking nz so far away its horible!!! and no ones really rich and cant come see me i hate it!!! anyway hope everyones havin a good summer im in fucking school cuz our summer is not for a while and its cold omg someone help me!!! love yas ( Read more... )

I hate the fact that i got soo involed with a boy heatbreak is the worst pain in the world if i could i would take it all back because i keep wondering things that suck ive never been so hurt in my life!!!

i wish someone would come see me!

WOOT WOOT for everyone that is graduating thats awesome!!! sorry i cant be there for ya's!!!

ummmm my life is lame right now my heart is in bad shape but i guess thats life and thats how you get stronger isnt it?! im missing t-town again because i miss my friends! and if i was there they could help me through it and i would be ok but i dont feel ( Read more... )

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ummm school lame everyone went on bio trips including ben and its lame but hey! rock quest is on friday im totally stoked haha. i did stage challenge no one knows that is but its a dance comp and we came 2 and should have come frist cause nailand was over budget and had a judges daughter in it fucking LAME!! but whatevea ummm yeah after i came back ( Read more... )