busy day today.... different meetings all day, from new team to old team, to explaining designs... then having to visit the vet for my dog... decided to spade her and remove a lump she has... i cant say im not worried... hopefully everything goes well and she can be a happy dog again. she hasnt eaten much and seems lifeless these days... /sigh

2009. Awesome, this thing is still around ( Read more... )

hmm here i am, another late night staying up... yes 1am isnt really a late night to most people out there... but it is for me. i usually goto bed at 11, so im probably going to feel this tomorrow.... time to type whatever's on my mind! fun ( Read more... )

wow, last day of a horrible month. im hoping march is much better than february. i got my car back (yay), work has picked up, getting a little more productive as the days go by. awesome.. its starting to look better already. sad to see people go at work though, it's been a fun group but this sorta thing happens from time to time.. ive grown to ( Read more... )

so week 2.. or 3? without a car, and im slowly going mental. ive had a car since i was 16 and this is such a big change.. asking people for rides, taking the transit... i know i probably sound like a spoiled whiner, but i remember why i liked giving people rides in my car in the first place. hopefully the shop calls me to explain why its taking ( Read more... )

v-day... its been a while since i really liked someone. even so, i thought vday was a marketting scheme for people to buy cards and chocolate. *sigh* but its also a great excuse for someone to tell that person he/she like that they have feelings for them. do i use this excuse? hmm, whatever could i lose right? maybe ill laugh it off later, ( Read more... )

well, this week was a very strange week for me ( Read more... )

hmm this random typing thing is working quite nice for me. everyone should see how my laptop is setup...hahhaa ( Read more... )

so monday. car gets broken into, hood opened up, batteries were cut. my roommate's car is stolen. we were both in our apartment parkade, P3. Three freaken floors. 2 garage doors to open with a keyfob. wow. I so feel safe living here now.... D ( Read more... )

Oh it aches, for the courage is not there. It pushes down, it chokes. Forgetting is like hiding it under the bedsheet. It's there the next night. Courage, it's needed. Chance, it's needed. Luck, you are definately late... like you always are... The fear of dark unknowns haunt, but weak of realization that it must be soon.

About fucking time