Visit me at Imported-China from now on.

stress level is rising.
sleep paralysis is worse than ever.
heart is still not healing.
if this situation continues this way, it never will.
one of these days its gonna be too much.
something is gonna break me and im gonna lose it.
and no one, especially me, wants that.
something needs to change..
real bad!

i want/need another tattoo/piercing.
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i still hear your voice when you sleep next to me ( Read more... )

i dont know what happened
but everythings fucked up..as usual.
i give up.

ive finally given up on him.
but he doesnt get it.
i hate hurting him.
but i like someone else..and its kinda cute. hehe

im so confused.

is it bad that i miss him?

i cant keep up with him.
one day he loves me.
the next day he doesnt want to talk to me.
im done.
forever.

fuckkk im so miserable.
but i cant let him know that.
a new girlfriend huh.
please. shes just the rebound.
its kinda pathetic that she doesnt see that.