I'm at peace with the people that matter., I'm still close to the people to matter, And I Still love the one that matters the most. Unfortunatly, your opinions of me don't matter ( Read more... )

Quote 29: "[Gatsby] wanted to recover something, some idea of himself perhaps, that had gone into loving Daisy. His life had been confused and disordered since then, but if he could once return to a certain starting place and go over it all slowly, he could find out what that thing was." Chapter 6, pg. 111-12 ( Read more... )

the journal was everything that led up to our begining.

oh, and regardless of whats happened, or whats going to happen.
if it works, if we can talk, if we can go back to the begining
if we part our ways, and never speak again,
if she never wants to see me again,
if someone else comes along for either of us

point blank -

I love Nikole. I love her.

andi don't give a fuck what anyone else thinks.

so i didnt go to school today....im sick of shit ( Read more... )

im lost

http://www.livejournal.com/users/johns_a_urnal/24828.html

http://www.livejournal.com/users/johns_a_urnal/23443.html

and make your little false reports, you can both sucka dick.

........I swear, of all the bullshit i listened to today...Dyko put it the best. Right now.......I'm so lost. so lost. all i can ask myself is why did this had to end like this. why? I don't care about the self respect and pride bullshit. I lost a part of me today. I can't explain my anger, I don't think people will understand. It's a cry for help ( Read more... )

Aight ..... Im going to put on some chill music, and try to vent ( Read more... )