Ok so due to my laziness and inactivity, my old one of these beauties has been "deleted and purged" like its some kind of toxin inside your system and you had to take some laxative or nonsense like that to get it out. Whaetever ( Read more... )

Damnit my entire family is all the same. I call Heidi and tell her beforehand that i won't be able to come into work the next day AND that i've already found someone who would take my shift yet she STILL gets pissed off at me for not telling her sooner. WHAT THE FUCK?! IT's not like it's going to affect her; she's not even working that day. PLUS ( Read more... )

I didn't think it was possible to hurt this much while being so happy. Fuck life, fuck experiences. I never wanted to be in this situation, i never wanted to feel this, i never wanted to hurt anyone. So i hurt myself?
wow gg.

OH SHIT YOU GUYS! i'm back. i'm lazy, i can't keep anything up for too long. deal with it. it's a fact of life. moving on.(that was actually a phrase and didn't require a period are you elite enough to notice ( Read more... )

Nothing really special gong on right now, i'm watching Mystic River which is turning out to be a pretty kickass movie. I know i haven't updated in a while, but i've been having a lot going on ( Read more... )

Hey again all. Happy (late) Thanksgiving. Yesterday was thanksgiving, and i'm pretty sure that there was something wrong with one of the many varied foods of which i ate, because all day today i walked around hunched over as if someone had punched me in the stomach. 1500 times ( Read more... )

Ah wow yes it has been a while. To celebrate my latest journal, i figure we can start with a slammin' poem =)

Standing on the other side
Of the looking glass
I cringe in pain as scenes flash by
And remind me of my past

A foreign and confusing feeling
It's slightly saddening
What she doesn't know will hurt her ( Read more... )

Hey everyone, i know i haven't updated in a long time but oh well. I really don't have too much to write about, it's kind of the same thing every day. Wake up feeling like mega crap. Sleep on the way to school. Boring school day. Go home. So far i've actually kept my little plan thingy so far. Before i wrote that journal about running and stuff, i ( Read more... )

GRRRRRRR I am so pissed off and i don't know why!!! well i kind of do but there's really no reason for it. I wanted to say goodbye to 2 people just now who signed off but i didn't because i was talking to my friends. THATS NOTHING TO GET PISSED OFF ABOUT BUT I AM!!! what the hell is going on? i guess it's stress ( Read more... )

The best and the worst day ever today. I went to run it hurt. i wanted to stop at 3 quarters of a mile. I was tired. I didn't stop. That's not what made the day what it was though. That took place, oh, say 30 mins ago ( Read more... )