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sometimes i do forget that there are some people out there that actually care about me. they actually are interested if something bad happens and they are glad when i am happy, that feels nice sometimes

it's also way suprising how much my mom trusts me now. i think i've gained all her trust back from that period when i was running ramped and ( Read more... )

the von bondies show was awesome like whoa

here is a cautionary tale:

all right, i know how your mommy always tells you "don't open e-mails if you don't know who sent them" well psh, who cares, right? i learned a lesson.

a few days ago i got an e-mail from some guy saying "i saw you in the play and i really like you. you were so fabulous and so ( Read more... )

hedwig can tell you how i feel today:

last time i saw you, i could not recognize

cos you had blood on your face

and i had blood in my eyes

but i could swear by your expression

that the pain down in your soul

was the same, as the one down in mine

thats the pain, that cuts a straight line down to the heart

we call it love

hi friends. whats new? ( Read more... )

so i did stupid stuff yesterday and i scared myself and i scared other people. i felt really bad especially about scaring Alex so much. as well as my body collapsing and all that other stuff.

so the result isssssss. i'm gunna stay clean from everything now. don't give me any pills, anything to drink or anything to smoke. kay?

good.

i'm sure you ( Read more... )

i'm not really sure any of my friends care about me anymore.

you say you'll call... nothing. i try to hang out... no one can.

i've lost all my friends. when i get back to school, i'm afraid i'll end up haveing to get all new friends.

i know i'm always talking about how much i hate girls, but really i miss having girl friends.

i miss having friends ( Read more... )

To Kill A Mocking bird

put on my Freedom Community Theatre

I play Mayella on Friday @ 7. Sunday @ 3 and next saturday @7. it's 8 dollas

talk to me to get directions

sup fools.

i'm back in town.

not too much to say. i really want my computer back.

ian is my wifey

today i had fun at alex's

i miss my amy bo bamy and my tara.

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the show on sunday was awesome. half stache and travisty & the screwups, i don't even care.

los kung fu monkeys make me squeal like an orgasming pig.

i'll put pictures on here when i get my computer back

one last thing:

i <3 alex.